How I Got Here


Welcome to my life's puzzle. For most of my 36 year journey, I've felt like a novice jigsaw puzzler. There is a beautiful picture displayed before me, but a million tiny pieces scattered about. It starts out looking mostly like a chaotic mess. Assembling the pieces requires patience, perseverance and faith, but in time they begin to fit together one by one. The first 26 years or so were spent finding my straight edges - in that time the Lord began to form a border that would frame my life. Suddenly, within the past ten years, the pieces are forming a middle. I can begin to see the picture. The Lord sweeps me off my feet and I discover that life without faith is no longer an option. A piece falls into place. I have a longstanding passion for health, food and fitness. I also have a longstanding battle with eating disorders. Five years ago nobody on Earth knew this. Three years ago the Lord removes a veil to reveal truths I never imagined and set me on a journey toward freedom. He's taking me down a fascinating path toward discovering self-love, accepting His love for me, and exploring the radiance He has always had in mind for my life. A piece falls into place. Last year my husband was diagnosed with Crohn's Disease and my son was told no more gluten, egg, dairy, or corn. I am now acutely aware of why food has been such an important part of my life and begin to view it very differently as I work to "heal" my family. A piece falls into place. The Lord has ever so kindly, sometimes gently, sometimes firmly, sometimes hilariously directed me to this very point in my life. It is with great anticipation that I keep my eyes firmly planted on the stunning image on the box cover. Thanks for joining with me as I continue putting the pieces together.


Thursday, November 3, 2011

REAL Daily Life and Cussing Out Lids.

I ran into a friend while shopping at Target today. I love her and I know the feeling is mutual, but when she saw me she said, "I'm embarrassed to let you see my cart. You're going to think I'm terrible for what's in it." Oh dear. I can see some clarification is in order right from the get-go. News at nine - we ARE a normal family. We splurge, we struggle, we drive-thru, we do all the things you and all "normal" families do. I still battle DAILY with eating disorder tendencies. Only because of God's grace, hard work, Divine revelations, and the best darn accountability partner a gal could hope for do I rein victorious more often than not, but there are still days I lose the battle. This very day, pacifying a 17 month old in the car while we hurried to make one more stop meant sharing a bag of french fries. People, this blog is about finding inspiration in daily living. Sometimes that comes in the form of the best darn homemade, from scratch, veggie packed meal from your own kitchen and sometimes, well, it's found in the form of french fries. Cheers to your, and my, real daily life!

Speaking of daily inspiration. I have been oh-so-inspired to get organized. Here's a little tip for your home from mine that has cut down on "lid sorting-crashing-losing" induced swearing. I hope for you too. Put unused mail sorters in your cabinet to "file" Tupperware lids in. They stay put and no more digging around for the right sized lid. In this same cabinet is another little tip. I try to avoid plastic as much as possible. Whenever I can, I do try to avoid buying food in plastic containers (sometimes you just can't get around it) or storing it in plastic at home. Buying glass storage wear can get pricey though. So, I will often pay the 50 cents more or so for products in glass, then wash and keep them to store food in later. A less expensive alternative.

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